Food Journal

Well this IS my food journal from now on. So here we go with yesterday's train wreck.

1. 2 packets of cheez its
2. turkey whole wheat wrap with lettuce and fat free ranch
3. lo-fat yogurt cup

- doing good so far, then AHHHHHHH!

4. CHIPS AND QUESO
5. FRIED CHICKEN STRIPS WITH GRAVY
6. salad with fat free ranch on the side
7. cup o GREASY green beans
8. Mexican Martini

Oh my god. Somebody stop me. And then I didn't work out at all. I fell asleep on the patio in a chair when I got home. Shortly after, Pop Pop arrived and we went out to eat. I could have ordered better. I don't know why I didn't. There was a plethera of salad options and even non-fried chicken options. There is always water to drink instead of a martini. I hate what I have been doing to myself lately. And I know not blogging honestly about what I have been eating on a regular basis is bad.

Dear Diet,

I apologize for what I've put you through. I have been cheating on you regularly for a while now, as you know. You don't deserve this. You have given me so much and I have been so happy with you for a long time. We've had our differences. I have strayed and though sometimes that maybe you weren't "the one." But now I know you are. I don't need those cheesy, greasy foods anymore to make me happy. You are it for me. You are what has made me who I am today. All my greatest memories are with you. You make me want to be a better person. When I'm with you I feel beautiful. I am sorry for sneaking around and expecting you not to find out. Now that you have, I know I'll pay for it but I hope you'll forgive me.

Sincerely,

Whitney

PS: Mom GET BACK ON THE BLOG!