May as well go naked

I'm so tired of my clothes being too big on me.

I have decided to buy some new pants with the money I made this weekend. But I mean nice clothes to wear to work and stuff. Dad had to cut a hole in my belt last night so my work pants wouldn't be falling off of me. It defeats the purpose to be fit and small when your clothes are still huge and make you look droopy.

I didn't eat well this weekend. I was good all week last week and even saw 128 on the scale at one point. But now I'm afraid to weigh because I snack snack snacked Saturday and Sunday. I didn't eat bad, but I ate a lot. Opposite of Mom. Small portions are great until you have a million of them. And I didn't work out either. I am so busy getting the house in order that I have been putting off my workouts. And yesterday when I went to work out, my exercise on demand wasn't functioning at the time. It told me to try again later. I used it as an excuse to take a nap.

I feel like I'm back where I started at the beginning of last week. Now I'm determined to drop back to 128 by Saturday. I found out Jeanette at CL is having a pool party in a couple of weeks. That means I need to be super tan and really watch my diet. AND more than anything, I have to make a workout schedule and stick with it. No excuses. No cop-outs.

I had Cinnamon pecan Special K with a banana for breakfast today. I'll have a turkey and broccoli wrap for lunch, some almonds for a snack and split a pecan crusted chicken with steamed veggies plate for dinner with B. It's our date night and we have found a new yummy dish that we like to split. After work I'll go straight to tan, then I'll work out from 6:30-7:30. Okay. There's the plan.

I guess it's a good thing that 132 is my new fear-of-being-too-fat weight. I refuse to go above it. I want to get to where 129 is that point. It's going to take a lot of work.

Excited about Bun Run! I'll be sure and ice up my knees real well before we go.

Mom- way to go on the 38 lb mark. Dad told me it feels like he's cheating on his wife when he sleeps next to you. Haha. Now that's a good sign. Brian said the same thing. He said I'm gone and some "skinny chick" keeps coming around. Love it.

Have a great Monday!