Damn Mexican Food (Whitney)

I buckled AGAIN.

But not as bad as last time. One martini. One chicken and veggie quesedilla slice (actually full of veggies and tasted fresh and healthy), and a bowl of tortilla soup. Oh and like 8 chips with queso. But I did try to limit myself. I could have ordered a burger... I'm justifying and making excuses I know. But I did have a good workout yesterday. At least on my last cheat I didn't work out at all that day and ate bad two days in a row. I rec'd it up for about an hour and a half before my sinful dinner. And I ate only low-cal snacks for the beginning of the day. Best news of all, didn't gain an ounce.

Today I'll kill at the gym, I promise. I'm feeling energetic and guilty so I'll double-time it. I have the night off so it should be fine.

I'm loving the pic of Dad with the "haha" look on his face. It's priceless. Please only grill fish and chicken with low amounts of grease from now on, and veggies as your sides. Thank you Dad. And way to go on keeping up with your work outs.

Last night, Brian's mom asked if the blog is helping me on my diet and I answered "Heck yes!" I think it is helping me more than anything. It's kind of like a weight watchers meeting. You will be held accountable for your calories and if you don't blog for a day or two, the others know what's up. Or at least they suspect. I know that when I'm shoving chips in my mouth, I'll have to see Leah at the gym and type it up in the blog sooner or later. Confession. That's how I think of this blog. Confession and support and inspiration to keep going. This is one of my longest ongoing diets in a while. And I credit the blog about 50%.

The other 50 %: I'm wearing a pair of jeans I couldn't wear a month ago. I'm still squeezing into my sexy jeans and taking snaps of it- for even MORE inspirationl. And I screwed up at work today so there's even more. What's new? :( Speaking of... gotta get back to it. Going to the gym with Mop this afternoon.